Blessings & Prayers For Humanity

Dearest Benevolent Mother Father God You-niverseS, Arch Angels, Angels, Guides, Protectors & Ancestors,

Thank you, for All that You do for Me, OUR family, OUR Planet, OUR home, OUR brothers & sisters thank you for the protection & Mercy that you bestow on US each day in every Magical way. Peace be with Us All as you guide US, LOVE US, Protect US & Teach Us through the space of LOVE, compassion, forgiveness, love & peace. May today bring Us All Miracles of LOVE, joy & Peace in our minds & Hearts. Abundance be ALL EACH being knows & experiences. My heartfelt love sent to each of You all unique benevolent beings in the infinity of LIFE & cosmic Christ Consciousness. Together we ALL can will find paradise All WE have to do is be-live in LOVE. LOVE is All that is & through everything & anything that "happens" to you happens to ME. Only LoVE can heal that in which holds You/ME/US back.. Allow God to LoVE unconditionally & see the Miracles that manifest before your feet. Positive thinking brings positive things. I love You All Angel Blessings . So Be It So it Shall Be . ~ Om Shanti Om Shanti Om Shanti Om ~

TwinFlame Bond By: Anyole Suarez The Love “ONE” has with a twinFlame is something that Is sacred & magical. It is the Uni-verses & Earth with Eons of Grief, Mourning, Loss & LOVE all rolled into “ONE,” again & again . The ability to see all that Once was is NOW & forever more has been mashed into “ONE soul” the twinflame soul. The merging of these polarities as Equal & opposite as they are Fit like a rubric’s cube . When “we” look deep within the “window” the recall is tappingh outwardly from one core. Our uni=ver’soul’s/flame twinflame glow. The trenches, the thick mud of our own shadow sides saves the “one soul” always. Time & time again it is our life raft! The discovery that through the murky haze the light of “unconditional love” holds its strongest torch. Winding around all the bends, swimming the longest channels to find the twinflame over & over is the magic that is saving each other so “we” may save the “one” One soul, one torch, one vessel, one with the all, while deep in love with the exact & opposite of the twinflame bond. Each “one” contributes toward the eternal cosmic Christ consciousness. We reach out our hands in all “hours” throughout all “time travels” and exsistancesssssss. Harmony, respect, honesty, compassion, joy & love amplified to maximum core that represents the uni-verse-“souls” Each ripple of love “we” make in harmony with out mother gaia/earth is sent out for each & every”one” on this planet/through all dimensions. The goal with this “type” of frequency is love forever more more more & more. An endless supply of love is the twinflame bond, its very simple! It is Not just about “unconditional love” it is acceptance of your/our own souls! The soul of Oneness . Our reconnection over eons with our uni-versoulsssss & beloved mother earth. when “one” is “free” to explore the heart the love never hides! Never ! it is our twinflame bond . may we continue to harness this heaven everywhere in everything . Swirls of love sealed for nikolas james ruiz. We are one soul /twinflame activation on lock down

Part of my journey

http://aumag.org/wordpress/?p=5117 This is part of my journey that needs to be apart of my wonderful blog . Enjoy

^^^^ MEDITATION TO QUIET THE MIND^^^^^^ I sit here and wonder what could I blog about now? How about the things I have accomplished since I started this process. First, thing that I have gained is a deeper love for self. I have found that compassion towards myself has been the most eye opening experience I have ever felt. The love for others is also ever expanding, as I have learned to love myself unconditionally. When I go through the "waves" I feel my higher self expressing deeper love to this planet. I have found myself more in love with the soil & the animals, more than before. Secondly, I have become Certified in Angel Therapy. The love that(Angels) they exude is bigger than I imagined. I have prayed to God & to the angels with all of my deepest (integrity filled ) wishes,& they have come true :) I have released so many old habits with their help. I have learned so much about the woman I am and the woman I want to be later . My senses have been altered to hear them louder & to guide people to what they deserve. That being joy and love. We all deserve joy and LOVE. If it is one thing they have taught me is that I am not a victim. None of us are victims. We all choose to be here at this time for a reason. Sometimes( I admit) I wonder why but then when I give a reading and my accuracy is so on point I no longer question. When people ask me later " How did you know?" Honestly, I don't know shit I just listen & trust what I hear. Next thing I have accomplished, and this is my favorite. I remember reading here someone commenting & asking me " how far do you think your going to make it with one arm??" Well, I tell you what! I'm making it pretty damn far if you ask me! Now I am Reiki 2 going for my Masters soon :) So spirit def. knows whats its doing with me and my ONE ARM!! When I work on people they always tell me " OMG Angie I totally felt your other arm." Well, because I do have another arm. & I was born with an arm. I choose to amputate it at very young because I knew I had a plan to accomplish. Lastly, I am not that far from finishing college. My life has changed entirely! I no longer have myself tied to a tree.I have found myself weeping from gratitude while surrendering. I am appreciative to everyone who reads my blogs.. Thank you, for your support & remember ~~~~ WE ARE ALL ONE~~~ May all sentient beings be free, & so it is :) Finally, I wanted to add that the greatest thing I have accomplished is serenity. I have a peace inside myself that I have not felt in Eons! Thank you, God & Angels for all your love & guidance. We are all truly blessed to be here at this time in this space. Angel Blessings & butterfly kisses to Everyone

Love how may ways can I count how much I appricate you.
Love we are Lovers.
Love you bring mr joy and you pray on my faith for you.
Everyday you show me how you play a role in my life.
The love I have for you all is the greatest gift God could have ever bestowed on me.
Love let me attempt to count the ways I adore you.
One you strengthen me to love myself better.
Two you grant me the gift of joy.
Three I share you deeply with all creators on this planet.
Four you make all that know you feel and show smiles of happiness.
Five you modivate me to let go of fear.
Six God is love and love is everywhere.
Seven you flow with grace in all that is energy.
Eight nothing comes close to you and your power of grace.
Nine you taste so beautiful on lips that kiss back with love.
Ten the passion that comes with you is like a swift blow of the wind.
Eleven Mother Earth is the love and love is Mother Earth .
Twelve love I thank you for all that you teach and share.
Written for love sent from love.

The Universal I am

I am devinly guided and protected.
I am love, peace, joy and laughter.
I am 'One' with ALL ..
Mother Earth is 'One' and I am'One' with Mother Earth.
I am balance with ying and yang.
I am light pearing through the dark that is part of the I am.
I am devine in the rainbow of all colors that is ALL of Us.
I am them as they are all an I AM presence.
I am God's humble servant. I am a teacher,mother, daughter, lover and sister that is your friend.
I am one who prays and holds faith for human-ity. I am POSITIVITY.
I am and endless sea of emotions that seek calmess and I am the waves that come.
I am a student always learning about life and all it has to offer in teaching.
I am ambitious and driven not for power or fame just so 'One' can know my name.
I am an angel who did develish things in the past/present.
I am being healed and licking the wounds with tears falling to Earth.
I am a singer who prays before dinner.
I am full of hope and full of love.
I am all that Iam and all that God intended me to be.
I am a animal lover and fighter whos known AIDS !!
I am a spirit that is roaming to find God within..
I am a writter who enjoys the sound of a clock ticking.
I am one handed but not in spirit.
I am HEALTHY, HAPPY, AND GREATFUL..
I am the chossen 'One' who is clearing her/his own karma.
I am a multi-demensional being who understands the magnitude of the mission here on this planet.
I am a survior and a savior.
I am you and a universe in the stars.
I am the Universal Love that is All that is exsisting .
I am a person sending healing while healing everywhere and in everything <3
I am the all is the Iam in you .

Graditude Corner

The wonderful part about this "growth process" is that it's taking place...
Family and friends and life moves faster than a speading bullet and it is at night that I reflect and speak out loud my graditude.
Guidence and protection and affirmations for ones desires seems to really take hold as the hours moves faster and the mins increase more rapidly.
Where I was and where I am today is like a butterfly coming out a cacoon.
The love and ones I feel deep inside is the best part of the color to my painting.
The creme with the egyptian pyramid painted with time and patience seems to trully reflect the tranquilty I feel inside.
Healing is emmenit on this planet not just for myself but for a Collective Whole of Minds that are One Spirit of love.
Fear is one of the strangest things that I have found to be the most cunning of all parasites on this plane.
The un neccesarry falsehood behind FEAR is one of the funniest things I have found in this whole process.
The graditude I feel in knowing " their is nothing to fear, not even ones self."
How can this planet become the white light WE all are??
Tell me how do we ALL change this planet? All the affirmations and love sent out but the thousands seems to be "not enough".
Yet keep the FAITH is all WE BEINGS contunie to be doing.
We all need LOVE~ we all need PEACE~ WE all need truth to be revealed.
Counting the blessings and keeping the thoughts at the ultimate high of positivty trully is a battle when so many others are Still "Unawakened."
The only problem I find is NOTHING.
Just shedding the layers as others rest still seems to be a pattern and I share this process with those that read this blog.
The dance in my mind called my life is a love so fine and sweeter than wine.
Watching everyone move nd dance their own dance is what makes me more in love with life.
Perhaps that simplicty is why this soul continues to incarnate.
Other than the sun shining in through the window shades and me not putting on a face mask to cover the light from shining as strong and beautifuly as 'RA' does.
LOve to Gia, love to Oneness, Peace, LOvE, graditude, and Positity <3 what a wonderful thing to transmute and continue to reflect it over and over.
Graditude trully is the best attitude even after all the books we build in the records and read on our own.
Changing is always for the better in my case and for that I am deeply honered to be Gods servant.
Lets deliver graditude and heal one fiber of any gene with this grandest of feelings.
Peace Love everywhere and in everything <3
Smooches~ Onearmedbabe

What is the Point of life?

So I pour, I pour tears for ALL.
I pour ALL for life and this heart that feels the deepest to God while removing fear and sadness.
What is the point of life? What is the point in holding this faith ? What is the point in feeling all that we feel to bring us back to oneness?
I weap out of victory that I can say I know who I am and who I was all along.
I watch you and see beauty and life that is my life that is one breath.
What is the point of life? What is the point in rising to meet thyself when thyself is in the mirror.
Explain to me if the flame is not dim but actually sparkling brighter than even you imagined.
Those that wake up from the slumber and ask the same question.. What is the point of life?
We choose to go through this roller coaster of famine;( of beauty of life that we are experiencing. Yet we all still reflect on .. What is the point of life?
If God dwells in me and you then why create seperateness that makes you question over and over why create it?
These waves of feelings and rides of up and down always make me reflect on how far is the universe if in my pupil it is spining.
Lord, explain to me in the most simplist way "What is the point of life?"
If in the end we got to let go! Let go of family, friends. past, present yet keep it on the fort front of the mind that we really did go through that in which we already planed.
I love them enough to say " I am not selfish I am selfless and its time this soul evolved!"
Never will I forsake the mystery of the love I have for thee and them. Yet in still my life, my soul is ready.. I needed to go through this to rise to level that waits for only a select few.
Why though is it so hard?? Why is this part of the master plan? Is this part of the "test" is this part of the devine plan? Who will NO LONGER for sake you and will have learned on there kness they must pray and surrender.
What is the point of life? What is the point in lies? I have found answers yet still ask questions. What is the point? All these signs yet never a clear cut answer Why life, what is its meaning?
How do I get any closer if these tears don't stop falling out of LOVE for thee.
So many layers to the onion and your magnificince is in ALL.
The thought is " What is next?" After life I rise and then what?
What is the point of life?
If in the end Oneness must be the key and to get there one must " let go of all that all that is still you/you/and me some times called "I" !"
What is the point of life?

As One leaves another One enters

The flow continues as the world keeps spining One leaves and another soul enters.
Why must the young "pass away" all the while knowing we will never be far away .
The stars twinkle and the skies fall with tears called rain.
One life and light enters the gates of the holyiest land.
Praise in the knowing this one did right by those that knew him and he too was one that was part of the masses of "light workers."
WE ARE ALL LIGHT and we ALL will be there not only in spirit but also in strength.
Rotations rotate the shifts that are transpiring for US all.
Relocations of all kinds small and large will be part of the rotation to bring mother Earth back to her original self.
Why sometimes do those that gave fought the hardest have to exit first?
Why is it that in knowing they are not physically here but you can still hear them does the pain not lesson?
The answers are inside while tears of sadness flow through both in and out.
Beats move the pace as the mind flucuates in rythem to the beat of knowing he is love and he gave love freely.
In remembernce to Luis WE LOVE YOU BROTHER, you will be missed.
To those that loved and think its lost tonight I say its never lost. It is meally replaced with no more pain for the other while you endore what this small trip has to offer.
It offers both suffering and non suffering. When seeing both sides to the same Earth you see that the light hits both sides just as the dark comes and goes into the reflection of your pupils.
Place a flower in the hair of your daughters and teach the boys how to dance so oneday they will do the same.
Treat those you can't stand as someone you can't live without.
With one that exits another light worker enters into this abyss of Earth and its creatures drawn by the masters creations .
Exit one enters two somewhere .
Exits masses enters abundance of brighter .
Add it all up WE ARE ONE , One unity, One beat, One rythem, One heart, One Love, One Whole pie staying around till you exit and others enter behind your departure .
In rememberance to ALL that move upward and on ward. In rebrence to US ALL it will happen eventally.
Just try to "BE" nice and non judgemental while your breathing, because how you treat others is how you feel about yourself.
There goes one more as a child takes there first breath and someone is drinking a shot of whisky else where.
Exit, Enter, Remove, Add, all the while loving all that you have experienced.
Smile for us for you because there are many crying for them selves and US.
One exits another One enters <3

Then God will Ask

Then God will ask what did you learn?
Then I shall answer compassion towards those that meant me no harm.
Love to those that birthed me.
Faith as I walked daily, understanding towards others who are me in the skeam of life called thyself.
With faith all things are possible even when returning to what you origanilly made us all to be . The child that knows now no bounds.
The infant that crawled before it walked.
The love and light I know that rests in me.
The child with no bounds, when limitations do not exsist.
When ego is no longer found to limit us all from being closer towards you.
Passion as I made love to that man that had the passion for me as well.
The option to allow you to cure me as I so desperatly needed it .
Curing others with your light and love.
Using this vessel to do the bidding you need me to accomplish all with faith .
Tears that make me closer to you as you heal me emotionally from that that was trainined from childhood.
Apprication to others as they are who they are and I am what you blessed me to be.
Meditation daily and staying at the ultimate high that you want us all to be.
The postivity you strengthed me with as I got older.
Love to you and everything and everyone, espcially this life tha I know I will not forget.

Travelers "WE All" Are


Whom ever you are where ever you are WE all travel.
How you choose to travel and with whom you choose to travel your soul already knew pre hand.
There are moments in your travel when you wonder why this one or those and the simple answer is " it is what its is because "God" choose it.
As one walks in there travel there is much love to see and much love to spread along the way, much like feeding those that needed nutrition , yoir soul travels with the good deed .
The deed that one does out of love are the easiest roads or paths to travel.
Walk with the head held high and your back as straight as a pencil as you walk or dance in your travels.
Family and God watches from heaven and smiles at all those who are still in there UNIQUE travels.
WE are all family in heaven and on EARTH we are all on a galactic trip to the wonders of the divine that our heavelly Father has given to us ALL.
Many say Universal concoiusness, Christ conciouness, even simple "God" it really does not matter what name you give it as you travel.
Travel deep into the depths of your heart and feel your soul that is as pure as mother nature and all her glory.
When life seems to hand you sour lemons bless them for at least you have the opperunity to view what was ones.
YOUR travels still have the chance to squeeze the lemon and make lemondade because sure as the tree was planted so it shall make available.
At times ones travels can seem trechorous and the mountain mighty high to climb but with faith in your heart your travel will turn out much more beautifully than you can even imagine.
God has made everyones travels filled with wonder and much love mixed with a few tears that remind you of the love you ones thought you lost.
Love is never lost it is mearlly re polished for the next soul to incounter your soul.
Each soul has a soul-mate!!
Each tear has a purpose as it turns into sand on the shores of all our travelers beaches.
Travel with an open mind an open spirit and watch as the eagles takes flight!!
Travel and crawl if you must because before you knew how to walk you had to be taught by someone that too loves you .
We are going to travel to a place much healthier much more beautiful and would you believe it THERES NO MORE PAIN!!
When born on this world did you remember crying or the doctor taking out the fluid from your mouth so you may breath deeply oxygen?
Angels sing with me and dance with me always and forever.
Angels travel with me ALWAYS!
God you made these ANGELS TO SHOW US YOUR MERCY !
You created us all uniquelly so we may all know your Omni presence that sometimes comes in many different shades of " colors ".
View the travels as you travel, view there not differences but your reflection in there eyes .
Notice how those who are not like minded deep down are, why or how??
Through Love those not like minded are exactlly like you .
Traveling to the truth I am that what I love so dearlly.
Travel if you will to a realm of pure fantasty until the day you ascend and "SEE" the beauty YOU the traveler created.
Some will go to that planet or this star either way you know in your heart of heart you choose to travel there before you stepted footing here!
Travelers if you will know that the way to travel is inward as the world appears to crumble all around you.
Travel with the drum of our beats of your own pitter patter just travel.
Travel with the highest LOVE because oneday you will look down from heaven (if you choose) and say " wow Now that was a travelers nightmare and or DREAM;sent from the highest of the highest of positive vibrations."
Walk a day in my shoes and you will have traveled over and over to what I know waits for me.
Walk a day in your shoes and see you have walked in mine in the past.
Travel by walking, rolling, skipping, flying, what way you choose it need be the best travelers guide you could have ever choose.
Travel with love.
Travel in faith .
Travel with conviction in your heart you were BORN for this travel.
Travel, travel, travel as long as you don't stop traviling for there is much to explore .
There is much to let go for here you feel.
There is much to see as there is never ENOUGH to learn as you continue to travel .
Travel wide and high travel low and slow simple travel.
Enjoy your travels as you travel while staying in one motion , forward!



Many blessing to all travelers in the deepest of travels, Namaste !

The I am what Iam

I am a soul experienceing what it feels like to be a human.

I am love

I am light with darkness that can not see it inside myself
I am happiness
I am joy with some thoughts of disdane
I am a HUMBLE SERVANT OF "GOD"
I am without illness and in faith "God" cures me
I am truth
I am trust in myself and in what I am viewing
I am a friend, sister, lover, teacher and heart with soul
I am sometimes crying while I am laughing after
I am strength and peace in my strength
I am the observer observing the typing
I am observing you observing the I am that you are also
I am tranqility while turmoil perseves as non peace
I am feelings in this form that vibrates energy
I am able to change form in the mind as you too can choose what you prefer to view inside
I am in this form because it's ok to experience what " this shift" is and what it intails
I am one that is not wasteful also " the light police"
I am facing fear with grace and trust in my faith
I am an animal lover while I let out waste
I am growth while others teach me which way or how this person can hold more faith
I am love of angels and of God
I am an aunt while letting go of labels
I am positivity with a bit of sinisizim
I am full of kisses
I am giving LOVE & recieving LOVE freely
I am enjoying what this life has to offer
I am a reflection of you
I am once what was is no longer and what is, is the what I am becoming in you that releflects LOVE
I am a Philanthropist ALWAYS have been since I was a child
I am a lover of & in nature and of the sea that sands surround
I am grateful I am a care taker for those who need my hand
I am free and becoming freer in lifting the vail
I am one who does not consume toxins including heavy meat!
I am aware that God and the Devil are on One or several coins
I am frustration when not centered in the peace within
I am letting go of that that was not real and what is real is how I see myself and the I am what I am
I am speaking from the heart
I am forgiving and forgiveness
I am beautiful just as you are beauty
I am not in service for the illusion of money!!!
I am greatful to have had gone through that tunnel to see the light of hope in the end
I am one who prays while letting go of Dogma
I am able to continue on this list of I am
I am an open book and MANY appricate it
I am a petition signer
I am a voice for the voiceless
I am one that can speak to the spirit of the NOT " dead"
I am greatful that I am given this gift
I am part of several " statistics" that want to label the what I am able to do

I am one who too has an ego
I am a blogger and web surfer
I am empathic to all that is all that is one under the eyes of God
I am form with a smile on my face
I am caresing those who need a rub
I am not seperate from God
I am one with God
I am one with you the viewer
I am the light what they seek is my sign that is fire
I am ending the I am what Iam who are you as you ask
The I am what I am

Oneday all that I see will no longer be viewed instead what will be heard is my heart singing about the beauty this person see's. This journey is my own and being aware that I am not alone brings me much confort. As I got older I noticed how there were so many children dieing of AIDS. Why, is this here? Why would AIDS be created, perhaps it is a gift??? I wonder is this truth or is this ACCEPTANCE ! The hours tick away and the people sleep while others are awake.
Relizing my parents did there best and they kept me here so I may be the warrior spirit that rests in your heart as you rest as I rise and or am awake. Expanding outwardlly through my truths , disease is no longer going to be as I move forward. I was choosen for this reason! I would of never have wanted YOU to live with disease what it's labeled really doesn't matter. My voice has been heard in several different avenues and my face has been seen through different lens ;) that's a guarentee.
All I can do is say ONEDAY all this sadness will cease and the only thing left will be what we ALL came down here to experence LOVE SIEMPRE ( love always) .
A dog can love a cat and a cat can love a bird , have you witnessed it? They do not chase eachother they play. They live in there truth as I live in my own. Several years ago this person blossoming had no idea what was going to come, just as I have no idea what will bring manana (tommorow) or do I ?? :) :)
Gifts are given from the one source EVERY SPECIES is aware of .. It is God the All that is ALL is ALL of us. Maybe oneday as I continue to flow on my own river and you skip the pepples on your own creek we will see the same fish that glows on the bottom of the water collected right there in that exact moment WE connect. Many blessings as we all move forward for there is no more or what was and theres no other way to be but to be brave. Bravery in yourself truimps and your victories as Small or Large they may appear to be. Recall what mile stone you need flip over to discover the
" NEW YOU ". If you think when I was younger this person typing NEVER thought this deep think again!!
I did and as the years add and I grow and bloom my petals surrounded by my favorite colors , lol I see you pearing in wondering , where does she come up with it?? Deep inside that comes out to you so you may feel my heart beat as I punch on these keys or scribble on the paper that was once a tree ;( My love, my mind, my heart, my God, thank you !! Thank you, for rescuing me before I drowned in lies..
I know now what you have been saying in the dreams, what and whom you were placing as I just thought it was for ugliness it in reality was a gift. A gift given from you to show myself my strenth , my humility, my pride , my fist punchoing in to the skies.. Light worker they call me, light work I see. What I feel is something else, those powers that are not of the same color contast .

Absolutlly its in the same box but what color doese the child in you color with?? Ask yourself, do not label them but witness what choice you choose. When the end that is the begining comes I know this person has seen it way before SHE went inward. Gifts given from God because he/she knew before I knew this was coming. Sing with me as we sore up to clouds that in the end are just vapor.. LOL I hold no weight what holds weight is how high did I swirl to get to touch that cloud.. ;)
Please , do not dis like my process discover your own.. If you judge what you are unaware of through these eyes and this lens then DEAR ONE you have loat the concept, LOVE .. LOVE thyself as I love you no matter what or where you are on your stream of life, walking in your own truth. Walk with bravery, with love, and lots of light ; what color light is your choose. It could be a strob light if you wish, lol thats always fun at a party...
LIFE IS A PARTY NOW LIVE IT UP!! These are the days to count your blessings, remember WHY you choose to look inside..

Much love and peace and WHITE light that was once BLACK..

Theres Got to be a way to change the way others who think that the only thing needed is pain and ugliness. There is something happing inside to all of us and ALL I pray is we all see eachother on the 5th/heaven ;)

Life is beautiful even when your older and your eyes are losing vision
( like jak here ) . You still feel the love inside given freely .. Many blessings as the year is approaching and the intensity is increasing ;) WE ARE MOVING and theres nothng the "negative ones" can do about it, as they will be on there side and WE will be on ours. Fear or LOve ? you choose

Either way its neither nor wrong it was a matter of choice. You will eventually make it to the Earth , I guarentee it. Better to join the masses then be the ousider looking in, confused b/c you choose not to Change. ;( :)

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Love mediation ENJOY!!

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*** Lets Heal the World we all can together!! *** blessings and good health sent with love from thy spirit !!

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Peace to you now relax enjoy the healing.. Love to you

( my twin sister and I )

Faith


Everyday is a new day and as I sit and think about faith this is what I feel from the heart and expression coming through with words.
There is nothing stronger in this world but love is the second best stregth to the other word called faith.
We all have faith above all else that God, the creator , the Allah , what ever word you need to describe the reality it exsists. Wheather in the air or in our heart faith that God hears our cries and our laughs.
I never relized how much faith I had in God till I started mediating. Now that the action of meditation is and continues to be in motion my faith is UNWAVERING!! I know I trust in God above all else that if it wasn't for him I wouldn't of made it out of the dark days I was creating for myself.
Now I see life much more beautifully and I love my family that much more! My parents always taught me about God, but never pushed me to go to church. Yet in still I went with friends. Al though I don't recall some of the sermons I do recall the faith in all of the people that went to church.
Today I see this still hold truth, I do not go to church. My God can hear me here where I sit and I type about faith above all else he is real. My faith that he was the one who kept me alive throuh all the years this body was will illness. Faith that he too heals you and yours! Faith that I see him and he see's me. I love knowing that God knows my name just as God knows yours and he hold faith you will find the day when you question , how deep is your faith in the lord?
As I sit and type this I am overwelmed with love in my heart because I know my faith runs as deep as these viens pump the blood to my heart to keep beating. I love knowing my faith is unwavering! I love trusting that my faith was drawn by years of not suffering but mearlly holding faith he would remove me from the suffering with the external things that keep the flesh weak. I got on my kness and I cried to the heaven to please, please help and in the end God helped me, not myself GOD!
Faith that God knows the things in this world that make me sad but faith he will remove the things out of the way so I may find myself again through faith that he knows I know he is real. I LOVE God , he doesn't judge , he doesn't inflict pain . He didn't create this world to show us the opposites . We created the opposites to remember faith. Faith that he sent us here to learn the lesson to live in the actions that are Love based and thats only for our highest good for man kind.
Faith in my heart, faith in breaths, faith in my heart, faith in my steps! Faith that God knows how much apprication I have towards him and all the life lessons I have learned and will continue to learn. God created the angels to help us, to help you, to guide us to guide you. Why, because hes awsome and he knows how difficult life can seem . When the day or night come that this body is down pomping the blood I hold faith God will call my name and I will walk into the gates of not hell but of heaven. For this dream state perceves as hell like concepts. It in reality can be what you make it. I choose to keep making it faith based that God knows whats in my heart and why he still has me here after so long.
Reincarnation is real and God knows my faith has been un wavering and will stay this way until he feels I have incarnated enough times to finaly be annoited the angel that I know I am and strive to be so I may walk in to heaven with as much love as this heart can carry. Faith he see's my heart and wipes my tears as I sit and type this to you the reader. Spirtuality is a long rode but one not less traveled with faith, God is always with me and so are my angels which whom I will be eternally greatful. Thank you God, Allah , Heri Krishna, what ever word /name you need to help you understand he/she is always with you.

Many blessings of love and peace along with good health towards you and yours.

I wrote this years ago in 2001 . A very dear friend of mine has it in her office, I wanted to share it with you All. Blessings of love as you observe My process before I went inward

Dear God,

Today has been a rather unique day, but as usual a day still here on Earth. Beginning my day with the thought of once again trying to stay alive though deep down inside I, like many others am tired of this mission here on Earth called purely “survival”. Whether you are surviving by health or like many by money here on Earth is not easy. Though I would like to fell pure pain, I cannot, and will not, because of everyone around me at this very second in my life and every passing milli-second. As I write this, there are many souls floating around me and hoping and keeping faith like everyone does day by day, yet in denial, we too will be floating, and maybe I will be watching someone like me, a 16 year old Hispanic proud to be a female. And as I do know that they are watching me as I write this and smiling because I can be realistic with my world. This is my reality and definition of how life is.
I am proud in the sense that I am unique because I can smile everyday while still realistically keeping in mind that I will die of something nobody wants to envision or even imagine. Life is hard. Keeping faith will make all your tribulations stay more at ease that is if you believe in faith.



So God I write you this and pray that you do see this, hear it and even note that I want you only to do one thing for me. Make the next person entering Earth, life, existence, and even “being” easier on them instead of helping me. For I know the meaning of pure pain, and lots of laughter, and most of all love. As I write this though I still ask you God: “Is my philosophy on life true?” Is it true that you enter this world crying while everyone around you, who loves you, begin to smile, and as you leave this Earth, floating away, you see the crying while you’re smiling?


Angie, age 16

A day I will never forget this is paradise to me

Really love taking photos this is also a way of being in the momement and not in my head