Jul 15, 2011

I wrote this years ago in 2001 . A very dear friend of mine has it in her office, I wanted to share it with you All. Blessings of love as you observe My process before I went inward

Dear God,

Today has been a rather unique day, but as usual a day still here on Earth. Beginning my day with the thought of once again trying to stay alive though deep down inside I, like many others am tired of this mission here on Earth called purely “survival”. Whether you are surviving by health or like many by money here on Earth is not easy. Though I would like to fell pure pain, I cannot, and will not, because of everyone around me at this very second in my life and every passing milli-second. As I write this, there are many souls floating around me and hoping and keeping faith like everyone does day by day, yet in denial, we too will be floating, and maybe I will be watching someone like me, a 16 year old Hispanic proud to be a female. And as I do know that they are watching me as I write this and smiling because I can be realistic with my world. This is my reality and definition of how life is.
I am proud in the sense that I am unique because I can smile everyday while still realistically keeping in mind that I will die of something nobody wants to envision or even imagine. Life is hard. Keeping faith will make all your tribulations stay more at ease that is if you believe in faith.

So God I write you this and pray that you do see this, hear it and even note that I want you only to do one thing for me. Make the next person entering Earth, life, existence, and even “being” easier on them instead of helping me. For I know the meaning of pure pain, and lots of laughter, and most of all love. As I write this though I still ask you God: “Is my philosophy on life true?” Is it true that you enter this world crying while everyone around you, who loves you, begin to smile, and as you leave this Earth, floating away, you see the crying while you’re smiling?

Angie, age 16
A day I will never forget this is paradise to me

Really love taking photos this is also a way of being in the momement and not in my head
There are days when sitting and listen, really listen kinda wakes you up..

I hear so MANY people talk about money, why is this so important to people?? It's not an illusion that it smells!! It's not an illusion it has texture, it's not an illusion WE (some) think THEY NEED IT!! Personally I could care less if I had money. Money doesn't show the value thats in MY heart, or does it the more One attains? I'v noticed that there is no need for money it hurts alot of people that have it, and its not spread out evenlly to the THOUSANDS that NEED it!

This observation and listening of complaints I want this I want that really urkes me but it doesn's change my view!! This is not needed here its so foolish to think that manifesting wealth is the ticket to happiness or to attain a higher connection to God. Personally, I'v noticed that those that have less than you are in reality richer in side!! Rich in the ascpect there nicer, more compassionate, as well as (debatable who) respecting . Yes, its all about up bringing but just cause you went from poor to rich does make you better than me or even nicer than me. On the contrary it adds to the selfishness to the indavidual, (all my perspective and opionion) oplogiges if your not liking what I'm saying!

Staying humble and greatful that I DO NOT WANT or NO NEED FOR MONEY TO valudate who I am. In actually whats NEEDED is more Love and laughter and just a little while longer here so I can share my if any "wisdom" . My heart hurts seeing those who are wealthy keep it ALL and give NOT to the dieing and the hungry!! This hurts because how can one sit by and say "hey it's okay God made it this way!" . Sure he did but money who made that, MAN!! To control possible is something they have no control over, that being HUMANS!! We are all human beings on Earth but like God said " On Earth that is in Heaven." I highlly doubt he meant Money!!
Praying for those who think they need money or abundance in the form of money!! I speak from heart here and all though my honesty seems brutal (dont read it then!) Blessings and Love and hapiness along with GOOD HEALTH to those everywhere and in everything.

My heart cries out to heaven the things I see here, and yes I forgive those who have tresspassed against me! My Lord and savior has led me out of temptaion and into the light. The light is as bright as your smile and your laughter . How can I be of service on here, by being me! This is me! I dont need money could careless for it, under a bridge with my health & my happiness that's what I need! The day will come when ALL that is will no longer be and all that will be was what I left as my impression on people. Faith, in my heart that people see and understand my point of view. I pray this place and these people who are yet awakened get it! It's not about MONEY it's about sharing yourself and your love and light and happiness.

There is no other way for me but to just be honest! My opologozes to those who need another pill to swallow because it's to harsh to read my opionion! This process is hard esp. when when seeing soo many croaked people! Next thing that's notice is Love! It's strange how this is All here and I pray God helps everyone in ANY way they need it, healing to everyone and everything is what's needed not with money being thrown at it! With love and peace and love as well as more LOVE!! Love to Love you everyone here even the animals in nature.

In Gods name I pray and cry and pray and cry .
Blessings of good health to you and yours always sent with love,peace,and caring from the onearmedbabe

Jul 9, 2011

When was the last time?

When was the last time I was able to really look at myself and say I love you __________ ?

When was the last time I looked in my eyes and saw __________ the one who is happy and content for being alive is to live.

When was the last night or day I looked at myself and said I am kindess and generousity and Love to All the things that are on Earth that are also in heaven?

When was the last time I said I am breathing this air that God made for ALL of us to breath and inhale with our lungs that he/she too created.

When was the last time I looked out the window and admired the view that is beautiful and elegent in its own area in its own space in its "time" in that I am observing it?

When was the last time I said I am humility and with being humble can I say I am free and in love with me.

When was the last time you were in love with you and them and those creations in which God created ?

When was the last time I relaxed and nutured my body without toxins? I know right now in this time and space I am doing it, with Gods help and prayers I am saying these words that flow freely from my one handed typing.

When was the last time I was okay with you being you and respecting you all though I might not agree with some of your views I still love you .

When was the last time I skipped rocks on the canal with my sibling? When was the last time I jumped into the canal with my childhood dog/ friend?

In my mind its right now thats when was the last time.

When was the last time you admired yourself in the mirror and said and believed I am strength, honesty , love and peace All in this skin and bones?

When was the last momement you sat back and said " I love this place and theses faces and theses different skin tones and textures and smells?"

When was the last momement you looked in your own eyes and asked who are you, were you the past, the present, or the unknown future? When am I to relieize its in being here right now and enjoying my self by just being present am I honored to say I love my family and yours for creating you.

When was the last time I just relaxed and said " Everything is gonna be alright?" These days are filled with wonderment and happiness and Love these are the times to relax and enjoy being the omni presence that created you to be.

By going inward can One begin to transform the Iam the (what seems) as negative into the Positivity that the mind can transmit into reality for Everyone and everything (animals included) after all we all love an animal no matter how small or how long the body or kneck is.

When was the last time you removed the fear and got brave? When was the moment that you relized this is All in your head but its speaking to your heart because you understand I understand you.

When will duality be gone from this place, when ascention begins and the last breath is inhaled no longer exhaling , that when time is the infinite momeents WE Are ALL going to and will be a part of eventually.

Many blessings and good health to everyone and everything here on Mother Earth this amazing, beautiful, ever changing in frequency and platatonic shifting under our feet at this exact moment ( science says so ) .

When was the last time you sat and asked your self who are you? Could you be me as I am you and we are All from the loving grace that God created and wants us all to know as the All might essence thats in everything and everyone.

Jul 6, 2011

Moments of joy and happiness with Love that is bountyful and we All feel inside

Love what can I say Love
Anything written on this blog is my personal expression coming through this ascention process in which "WE ALL" are going through. Hope that anyone who reads this can enjoy the way expressing myself through poetry because to me it is an art form no matter what, I trust this as one truth to being myself as well as closer to God and my guides in which I love dearlly. They are with everyone wheather You want to believe this or not this is a truth I understand and imbrace. The comfort in the feeling knowing this is what I can see as the essence in which God too created. Heres another poem for those who are my fans, thank you and many blessings of Love & peace for this is the way to freedom. Spreading this through the internet is just another way so people can use it to find what they are needing in the exact moment they are reading or hearing .

The path through spiritality is through enlighment that all is God concoiuness and everyone can find universal love and acceptance as well as freedom by going inward and speaking to " Christ Councouness" or "thyself". Everything that exsists on this plane is the equal & opposite reaction called " duality" . Both spectrums describe the essence that is God and all that inhabits Mother Earth, ( we all have mothers). Desciding on when to view all that is all that is the essence of God. This is not rightouness but observing as beauty, no longer disdane or malice to inflict on " oneself" or others is needed. All that is needed is trust that All is All equals one essence named "God", what or whom the "God" is should no longer be the topic of conversation.
In reality as far as viewing or listening right now, this can be paradise and heaven. Fear of the unknown is just that, Fear! Let go ( and let God guide) of all that keeps the spirit and soul will be free to be in the paradise that exsists out there somewhere, upthere, IN here ( inward) and again out there. By going in can one person be free from the duality thats all around "here" which is out there, with your finger pointed to that or this or even them. Be free and judge not as you observe the duality on this plane called Earth for this was created by the essence that is God not religion but spitiuality as you grow to meet your maker. The maker made you in his own image of Love and understanding with respect to this place and all that in compasses the beauty that surrounds and exsists in everything.

Love & Blessing with Peace from Onearmedbabe